Friday, September 29, 2006

Which Tree Did I fall from???

The Weeping Willow!!!
And I google the Weeping Willow and it looks like it needs a haircut.. Well ... it seems to grow from all directions and in all angles.. like those dogs which have hair falling over their eyes. But Dogs : Cute. Trees - No. Well There has to be some structure. This is the only picture I saw, so people if I am wrong, I hereby bite my tongue... actually my finger!

Wonder if I was hanging from those branches and was swinging from one to another branch and then suddenly decided to fall on the ground and call myself Chinmayi. Well as a kid, I was very sure I wanted to me called Mahalakshmi or Mehr-un-nisa. Dont ask me the connection. My poor mom was given "oh must be an inter religious marriage look" Trust me to put my mom in trouble ... and start early!!
People who asked me my name, were told "Mera Naam Mahalakshmi hai... nahi tho mehr-un-nisa rakh lo.. .koi baat nahi". So from when I was a kid, I gave people choices to call me whatever they wanted they call me. Now what inference is that? I dont know. That line has absolutely no meaning. That is the giving people the choice to call me whatever they wanted. Like when did people start waiting for choices.. ?? Ok I am soooo running out of humour now.

And I am musically Inclined.. Bingo. Very good tree to fall from Chins.. way to go :)
And capricious? Dont know.. gotta research that.. and the restless.. yes. I fidget a lot. And I have the tendency to stride or storm out of places usually. Walk like ....like .. well Meg Ryan in "You have got mail" in the final scene.. And how do I remember that movie. I just saw bits of it.. ok not as delicate as Meg Ryan. I am far from that.

Now for some gen info. The weeping willow is majestic, is a deciduous tree and is planted for ornamental purposes as well.

Likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.


Now "Suffers in love!!!" AWWWMYGAWDDDDDD thats the last thing I want..
How many men to go before I find 'DA ONE'?? God from Heavens above, or if you are standing next to me and reading this blog, please date the sad men yourself, finish my karma yourself, and let me meet Super Guy!
Not easy to live with when pressured. AGREE and Bow down. Ask my mother. Have almost chewed her head off when some translator didnt submit the work. Blah blah - blahablahahahaha I used to go. Sorry make that GROWL GROWL SNARL GROWL.

And it is raining outside. And I dont like it. I love the rains. But I practically hate the dull looking weather. (the hate comes from the bottom of my being... with so much depth that you cant imagine!) I need to have light. Sunshine. Star shine. Brightness. It will be good if it can be sun shine and rain together... Right now its dull, depressive and a dull shade of grayish blue. GAWWWWWWD GIVE ME LIGHT!!!!!!! SUNLIGHT

8 comments:

pappadu said...

Chin,

Interesting.....Let me start by disagreeing with your point that trees are not beautiful!! (Nay this comment isn gonna be all -ve). Trees are the most beautfiul non-humans on the Earth. Cuteness is not just how they look. eVen so, try googleEarth in the fall season - I'll post some pix when leaves change color here.

Alright, time to talk about finding Mr Right now! It's a very interesting process there. For every person you date, you learn a lot about yourself; a wonderful learning experience. I've been able to keep good friendship with my exes whom didn't work our for me. Reason: both of us learned about ourselves from those relationships. My count is 5!!

Hey, good luck. You've asked your go(ui)d(e) for help......Hope it works ;-)

Karthik Sivaramakrishnan said...

Do you know what you are looking for in this 'Super Guy' of yours? If you don't know what you are looking for, how will you find it?

Anyways, good luck on the man hunt. Considering you are a celebrity, it shouldn't be too hard to call for a State level Swayamwar for you! I'm sure half the men in the state would knock at your door with tongues wagging! Have you seen Andaz Apna Apna? You could put an ad like in that and a certain Amir Khan might come and court you after all. What's more, if he's Amir Khan, you could well be Mehr-un-nisa! Ore kallu la rendu maanga!

Karthik Murali said...

well this post of yours give me the heartiest of laughs, though i'm still in search and wandering of an inner meaning in it....
ur strange in the aspect that almost everyone do not like being called in various names,and then u giving complete freedom to us in calling so..

The one thing i was reminding myself to ask you everytime though i keep forgetting it, right from the start of your blog is ,"Where or what is the factor of inspriration that seem to draw u to write such (Mmm.. i cant find the right word for this) posts. you can fill that blank for an illuminating word....

anyways this post was really humourous ,awesome, and as usual so much inspirational.......

jus seem to wonder.. are you becoming some kind of modern spiritual guru..?

Chinmayi said...

pappadu: I didnt say trees are not beautiful.. I meant that all that structure-less growth looks cute on dogs .. which is why the simile happened.This tree looks like shaggy dogs' face.
Learning about yourself, you do that with every person you meet. Thats been the way life has been to me.
Karthik: Yes I do. And its becos of the celeb factor why super guy doesnt exist.
Karthik murali: i dont look for inspiration anywhere.. like go look for it. It happens thats all. And yeah I think I ll become a spiritual guru.. easier than finding a man ;)

Karthik Sivaramakrishnan said...

Yes, i suppose fame has its pitfalls. Brains do too. Donate the latter, the world needs it more than you. :p

royalcrazy said...

Whats with the article form behindwoods? http://www.behindwoods.com/tamil-movie-news/oct-06-01/04-10-06-bhumika.html
it felt funny to read it... behindwoods is nto a realible source so I am not gonan beleive what they are saying.

Chinmayi said...

royal: everything in it EXCEPT my rejecgting offers and me getting them left right and centre is true. God knows where they got such ideas!!! also if you notice, the headline has nothing to do with the content in the article

Victor said...

Hey chinmayi, your last 2 posts reflect your real self.. i think.. it was humorous..